year is ending....

it may only be the 5th of novemeber..but the year is ending..FaSt! >_< exams are comin up in 1 week...and school finishes for me on the 24th nov. >_< onli 19 more days...!!! argh...=/ sighh...
durin this time i have soo many decisions to make, and i have to sort myself out big time!
i have made a point to myself, to start new... start fresh!! and hav a new start next year... !! to put everything behind in 2004..and ..yer.. strat agen? hehe =)
but then ..hrmm things are easier sed then done..
end of year... im hoping to go to spore so i can meet up wit them sporean bumz hehe *missn u all* ^_^ yarh and get my ball dress for next year! rofl =D
thats if i am coming back next year...........
sigh*i might hav to go overseas wit my daddy >_< sighz i duno wut i want!!!
coz i mean, to start new..china would be the best place to go!!!..to start new..and get away from all the crap here!! but then agen... sigh..
china is very far away, and is a very new place for me..>_< and i got ssoo many fwens back here adn i duno how im goign to leave themz all =/ *sobz*
it will be daymn painful..altho i am comin back in 1.5 years time..>_< STILL!!! lolz
it will be hard... iwl be cryign alot! lolz >_< and feeling even more lonely than i alreadi am..>_< sighz*

newasie, besides that..hrmm.. HAPPY 20th BDAy to WEi-lianG for todayy =) hope u hav a WAYYYY better bday than i did this year >_< sigh* iwl seee u on saturday for ur "luncheon" hahaha >_< ARGH im going to be a loner therE!! hrmm but im used to it?
alwasie being ditched and rejected? i got alot of that on MY BDAY! =( sighz*

aiyahhhhhh~~ bleh* life if fukn full of motherfukn fukd up shiet!!! ^copyright of J_s^ heheheh =P p/jk =)
sighh.....

i onli got 3 mins left of class then i wont be on till monday >_< coz i still got no explorer =( *cries* so iwl giv u a brief summary of wut i will be doing this w/e! lolz
hrmm tonight im going to jennies house to do EngliSH assignemtn! rofl.. >_<
hrmm saturday is alex's bday thingy heheh..yer so hrmm ther i will be ..!!!
sunday.. study study study..i tink me is goin to murdoch college lib. hehe^^
yarh newasie i best be off now...

hugz* take cares all

Quote today:
" We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give...."
Norman MacEwan